Have you ever felt so lonely even when you have everything around you? I have my family with me, a career and yet I feel empty inside. I tell myself it'll go away but it hasn't...
I paid a heavy price for this... putting my career ahead of other matters... In the end, I'm left with 'nothing'. With my career I gained a wealth of experience and work contacts. But what I need right now is somebody whom I'm able to pour my heart out to...
Something is definitely missing in my life... I know I should stop whining. There are millions of people out there who're in a worst of scenario. But oh no, here I am feeling like the whole world owes me their LIFE. I should start giving instead of taking all the time. I should start setting aside a small sum to donate to charity. An ex-colleague actually visits the orphanage in her free time. How noble of her.
I should channel my energy into doing something noble and charitable. Maybe that's what's missing in my life. And I guess to be closer to God. I haven't gone to church since I came back from Brisbane. Even though St. John's Cathedral was just meters away, I couldn't make time for any church service. I do miss the instant calmness that I get once I enter God's house.
Deep inside I feel like crying... If crying is able to help, I would cry buckets but right now I'm only able to shed a few tears.
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About Me
- ding 'a' leng
- Friends tell me that I'm cute. Other than that, I love watching films, films & more films.
guess who?
You are outgoing, direct, smart, pretty, and a definite go-getter. You are frank, a little too frank perhaps that sometimes you get on people's nerves and make them very upset. If people attack you, you hit back with triple the force without blinking because you are the kind of person who knows exactly what you are talking about or else you wouldn't talk about it. Your quick-thinking is what makes you special. You are an elitist.
Top Ten Cinema Recommendations
- 8 Femmes (France)
- Always On My Mind (H.K.)
- Batman Begins (U.S.)
- Being John Malkovich (U.S.)
- Dark Knight (U.S.)
- Departures (Japan)
- Star Trek: The Future Begins (U.S.)
- Stuck On You (U.S.)
- The Exterminating Angel (Mexico)
- The Last of the Mohicans (U.S.)
1 comment:
Hey babe. At times when i felt the same emptiness, the same hollow feeling building inside me, i sometimes pick up the girliest love comedy i could get my hands on and dwell on it. It always peaks me up. If not, you can always give me a buzz and i'll be on the next cab over, giving you a free lap dance!! :D
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